domingo, 28 de dezembro de 2008

madrugada sutra

i couldn't sleep until sunday:
these crocodiled dreams
e minha medida
measure life on earth

i saw those white crosses stuck 
in front of bay views and it smells sweet,
a madrugada sunflower. 

some rainbow serpant deity hums behind me and chucks a mango to the sea
and i walk with the skinny yellow light etched sideways between dripping waterfallen trees
the space between green
and those sad eyed leaves
illustrate each other

those ghosts- i opened the white shutters to the window of salvador 
and felt those souls bend down the hills.
all after a bright night lamp burning my knees whispering to him into the hot cracks of my bed:
i saw them all, human beautiful hairy and naked waiting to be set free
then me,
wondering if my shadow is lighter than others 
watching a black haired angel dangle her feet over the sunsetting water
as the wind fish skip to a million guitar chorded sighs 

a cat has been crying all night to the creeping bixo vines
like the young laughter outside a few yesterdays ago
define each other 

lao tzu murakami ginsberg mind song
harmonizes einsteins dreamland with my mantra to be

before those ghosts were there. 
and then somewhere, dimension three maybe,
that hip dance down the street winding through a swelling morning

i let them out but with moonlight in my arches

so we could be together
the angelic egyptian plover bird of the madrugada 
together we all arched our back to the ocean's turn
and let the foam of our sweet saudade saddened lives fall 
to a sleep in the sand

com certeza bomfim smiles to my future orixa:
oracles invisible dance in drunken bullet wounded legs lying lovely together
while the sugar night rain beats my heart to keep
swimming sonhos forever

terça-feira, 23 de dezembro de 2008

eu a brisa

se a juventude que essa brisa canta
ficasse aqui comigo mais um pouco
eu poderia esquecer a dor
de ser tao so, pra ser um sonho
dai entao quem sabe alguem chegasse
buscando um sonho em form de desejo
felicidade entao pra nos touxesse a lua
se o amor chegasse eu nao resitiria
e a madrugada acalentaria nossa paz
fica, o brisa fica, pois talvez quem sabe
o inesperado faca uma surpresa
e traga alguem que queira te escutar
e junto a mim queira ficar 

caetano veloso


i woke up this morning to a new invisibility. 
uma transparencia tranquila que existe na brisa e no sorriso dele

segunda-feira, 22 de dezembro de 2008

three words

and it's not a stupid away message: that's all this ritmo is right? one big away message and i am going to be honest. you're different it's all news just the same struggle of words within paper wires. i'm dragging a pull that never left. a boy pulls a long string across the sand left his kite to the sea. leaving me here to search through your sandy spanish words in your shit. to find you again. 
areia: remember? 
reading blogs like a bible. who am i. i pray to my yemanja and find peace there only, olha na agua um passaro. minha alma ja foi com suas pinturas de cara: i am exposed rotting in the sun like her strange fruit on holiday. invisibility drives me, drives me crazy and i think i'm a schizophrenic watch this security inside out spill ha it's a lie never went away. or did it. i love you i can't sleep wake me up fuck this shit i can't help but blame myself 
for feeding fogo seco
e tudo nessa porra lingua e ai rapaz? porque voce entende voce sabe tudo e eu, estou procurando pra puta. a verdade: eu estou mais nao sou. puta que parilho esa barilho de poesia

quinta-feira, 18 de dezembro de 2008

o velho e o mar

o espelho reflete certo; nao erra porque nao pensa

fernando pessoa